One by one.....

One by one….I start to forget….those different feelings that brings you in the surface of what you declare as enthusiasm… One by one….i start to neglect what I was think was precious… what brings me on the borderline…. What keeps me far away of where I supposed to be….Raining evening…. Almost dark sky…. I hear the whisper of the droplets…. I hear the sound from the angry birds….. One by one…. I observe the green of the grass…. the white almost grey colors of the houses…..La vie indispensable, I was saying once upon the time… feelings…. I look out of my window…. Still the rain is falling…..some flowers of the edge of my room….have been there to remind me glorious of feelings….One by one, I start to forget…. I have to…. One by one…. You enforce me to erase hope… you don’t love….in a minute I will hear again the angry birds singing…. Blue angry birds… running like the wind and screaming like the thunder….. for whom you are looking for….. I will not come again…. I will not speak again, blue bird…. you almost left like those dreams that I had on my mind before woke up from the emotional situation….. blue bird, for those things that I’m trying to forget….. I call it survival…mechanism to defend and protect something that wants to be pure (if it still exist something). Lies for the liars… and truth for those who want to forget…. Those who tried to protect themselves from other people’s truth…. I’m not anymore the one that you want to see…. I’m not ready to become what you want you want me to become now…. a bird with no aim to fly…. I have my aim, my willing …. I had you…. Since the time that you decided to push me away…one by one…. Why….. I will never know….. rings…. Metaphoric…..one by one….. you make one step far away…. I’m here…. hoping that you will search for my ring one day…..